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Monday, February 28, 2011, 5:56 PM

I'm a mess in a dress.

Hi!!! I haven't been blogging for more than a week but don't blame me! Only saints don't procrastinate. Anyway, I'm waiting for my maid to whip up dinner for me and she's taking far too much time. So I shall occupy myself with this post before i get nasty.

So recently, I've been having a hard time balancing family, friends and studies. Apparently, studies came up last in my priorities and I have a serious need to work on it. Schoolmates have been quite into lessons but I'm still slacking away. It's like the angel and devil acting up you know. The angel tells me to endure for this year and I'm done with it, but every morning when i wake up for lessons the devil says that there's no harm in missing a lesson. Obviously, most of the time I listened to the devil and I ended up no where ): Ugggh, I need to do some soul searching.

Apart from studies, I have a problem with friends too. So many of my best buddies are getting enlisteddddd ):!!!! It's already very boring this year cuz everyone's doing their own things like working, serving ns and some studying. But it's gna be worse after more are getting enlisted. Boring year uggggh. Maybe it's something good too, so I won't be distracted from studies by them.

I need to have dinner now, fainting already bye~

Saturday, February 19, 2011, 10:51 AM

I like my beat fast and my bass down low

I'm starting to neglect this space. So fast right?!?! I should learn to be more responsible. Anyway, I hate to think that while i'm typing here, so many friends are enjoying themselves at Scape ):!!!!!! Oki, so I had quite a relaxed day today. Felt that I went back to the past today cuz I repierced my tongue! You might think that it's quite no link. Although the first time I pierced was with Thida around and this time is with Cheryl, but the atmosphere and place where I did it, was the same as the previous time! If you still can't catch any balls, just shut up and go try out something like this on your own. Anyway, it bled quite a lot just now cuz I hit my vein. I think I need to drink some tonic soups to fill up my blood loss just now HEHE. Lame. And Alson pierced his tongue too! I thought he'll scream in the middle of it or something cuz he keeps emphasising that he's shivering in fright. HAHA. But he seems quite manly. The whole thing took less than 30 seconds i think. Think of myself also paiseh already. I took about 2hours LOL. I know it's very long, but I did it myself leh! And it kept bleeding, I not so brave right! Sad, i have a complicated tongue. Any direction also got veins. Or is it everyone's tongue is the same? Aiya just take it as I'm a noob la! ): Let's get out of this topic cuz I'm a noob at it hehe. I'm so sleepy but I'm waiting for dad and mum to be home with my supper. I don't get why I want to eat when i'm already sleepy, but they already bought it so let's not care about why. Speaking of my parents, they like everyday go casino! Angry!!!!!! I also want to go ): Still need to wait for 5 long years then can go in sighhhhhh. And everytime they go casino, they will come home later than me! My parents so hip right, will go ton. HAHA. Oki, they're reaching home in 5 minutes. Shall choose a movie to watch and enjoy my tian ji zhou soon~ Bye.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011, 10:42 PM

Behind my mask

Somehow, I've lost my direction. I don't exactly know what i want in life and i just need to get away from all these reality for a while. I'm tired. I really am. I need a vacation solely for retail therapy, pictures and pampering myself. But i know it's not gonna happen cuz i have schooooool. Shit. What can i do? I chose this path for myself. I'm the culprit. Hope I can nap it all away now. Good nap.

Monday, February 14, 2011, 1:11 AM

The brave front.

I'm very bored now cuz nobody's at homeeeee ): No i shouldn't be tempted to go out, if not there'll be a high chance that i'll skip maths class tmr. Practice some self-control please! Alright, to kill the engulfing boredom that's haunting me right now, i shall summarise my New Year.

It wasn't as great as 2010's cuz there are some anger issues here and there, be it friends or family. Reunion dinner didn't start off well too, cuz Dad had some work to finish up and we're very late. Everyone already eaten almost everything when we reached there. Relatives came for breakfast and steamboat on chu yi, there was just so much to prepare i was already kind of tired and something negative just had to happen. Alright so what happened was, one of my indirectly related relative cheated in mj wtf. She's an old hag anyway, so let's just name her old hag. My brother, old hag, Cheryl and I were playing mj and we fucking saw her exchanging those tiles that were thrown on the table wtfwtfwtf. She attempted to do it secretly and she didn't know that we saw her doing it. But we couldn't say anything too you know?! She's an elderly and is my relative, i just couldn't bring myself to say something ugly to her. So i had to just swallow this anger ):

Alright that's about it. In conclusion, i shall not play mj with that old hag anymore. And here's a piece of advice for whoever's reading this- Make sure you get more than enough angpao money before you gamble! if not you'll just end up like me ): I thought that i could get some extra pocket money from angpao but it turned out otherwise ):

Oki, what day is it today? 14th Feb! Which is................... Valentine's Day ): I will be super jealous if I see couples on their sweet date, or girls holding flowers/chocolates/helium balloons in their hands. ):!!!!! And don't tell me i don't have the rights to be jealous! Jealousy is in every girl's blood, and my boy not by my side also nb!!! Think tmr will be a sad day cuz jealousy will be fucking me upside down and I still have to deal with disgusting maths. Oh, tmr got test shitttt. While i'm gonna have a sad day later, there'll be someone enjoying his moment. You know who? You know why? Cuz this asshole's turns 18 today! So cool right!!!! His birthday is on Valentine's Day! So the asshole is...............................

~~Moi~~ Zhang Yaorong! HAHAH

Happy birthday my all-time-fav bff! Please learn to pick up your phone okiii! Goodluck for your upcoming ns years, we'll miss you!

Sunday, February 13, 2011, 3:54 AM

Dilemma.

I'm currently in a very deep thought. Whether i should commit to blogging. :/ I have the sudden urge to keep a blog, but what if boredom conquers this urge later.................................? Shit, it's like Sunday morning and everyone's indulging in their sleep while i'm here in a dilemma. Uggggh fine, i think i'll blog! Actually i don't know why I'm doing this, i don't think anyone cares if i blog! ): Nevermind, I blog for myself hehe. To make this newborn blog look nicer, obviously have to add some photos right!

It's from yesterday anyway hehe. Had sheesha with some ex-school friends and Kiara. It's been like a year plus since i met them and it feels great to talk about those memories and gossips, and laugh over it together. I sorta neglected Kiara but who cares, she still loves me anyway. HAHA I'M JOKING! On second thought, i should stop joking. What time already!??!?! Time for breakfast! Hehe.